[He looks a little uncomfortable thinking about it.]
It's automatic, but I can remember it after. People have been able to pull me out of it by convincing me that there's no more threats, but it isn't easy.
And you want to be "real" to get that choice. That free will.
[Well, he doesn't mind. But given how people reacted to Giyuu...]
Well. Think about this. It's your choice to share it in the end. But if you do, and they give you flack for it...I'll step in. It's not like I have clean hands, either.
[He's glad that Hansa gets it and that he doesn't have to explain. That makes it easier. And it also makes it easier that Hansa is giving him a choice in the matter.]
...I'll think about it. Maybe I'll tell a couple people in private first.
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Date: 2025-11-18 05:21 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2025-11-18 05:26 am (UTC)Are you aware of what you are facing in that mode, or is it like an automatic reflex?
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Date: 2025-11-18 05:33 am (UTC)[He looks a little uncomfortable thinking about it.]
It's automatic, but I can remember it after. People have been able to pull me out of it by convincing me that there's no more threats, but it isn't easy.
This is one of the reasons I want to become real.
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Date: 2025-11-18 04:34 pm (UTC)[He frowns, a little pensive.]
Maybe its best you tell others, then. So we can stop you if you don't need to take out the "threat".
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Date: 2025-11-18 04:56 pm (UTC)If I tell them about my defenses, then I'll have to tell them about how I've killed people in the past.
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Date: 2025-11-18 05:00 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2025-11-18 05:02 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2025-11-18 05:05 pm (UTC)[Well, he doesn't mind. But given how people reacted to Giyuu...]
Well. Think about this. It's your choice to share it in the end. But if you do, and they give you flack for it...I'll step in. It's not like I have clean hands, either.
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Date: 2025-11-18 05:14 pm (UTC)...I'll think about it. Maybe I'll tell a couple people in private first.
[Local E-droid needs some courage.]
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Date: 2025-11-18 05:24 pm (UTC)[Blade telling his friends...]
And if it does happen in public, holler at me. I'll be there.
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Date: 2025-11-19 04:58 pm (UTC)[He would have done so regardless, Hansa is his emotional support priest.]
I think I might tell An-An first, he's smart and calm.
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Date: 2025-11-19 05:24 pm (UTC)...Oh, Anaxagoras! You should! He definitely has a good head on his shoulders. You can't go wrong with him.